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Loveless

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple

And the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey

How le?

Exciting?

Ofiicially Missing You

I personally love this song so much..!! Miss you =)

Deuteronomy 31:6

Be strong and courageous, don’t be afraid, nor be scared of them: for Yahweh your God, he it is who does go with you; he will not fail you, nor forsake you.”

Lovely Day - 박신혜

I love this song so much... Is from a drama that i recently watched : You are beautiful

살며시 날 깨워줘요 My sunshine
동화 속 공주처럼 눈을감고 기다릴거예요.
눈 뜨면 내 곁에 함게 할 loves hot
동화 속 왕자처럼 나를보며 웃어줄거죠.
나도 몰래 두 눈이 너만 그리고
또 몰래 두근거린 가슴이 소리치네요.

I wanna love you I wanna leeds
그대도 느기나요. 내 맘을
내게와요, 조금 더 다가와요. 내 맘을 가져요.
Everyday lovelyday 매일 속삭여 줄게요.
캔디보다 달콤한 사랑을 줄거예요.

마법에 주문을 걸어 샬랄라
따듯한 햇살같은 너의 미소 나를 들추긴
나도 몰래 가슴이 또 두근거려
두 눈에 아릇거려 이제는 말해볼래요.

I wanna love you I wanna leeds
그대도 느기나요. 내 맘을
내게와요, 조금 더 다가와요. 내 맘을 가져요.
Everyday lovelyday 매일 속삭여 줄게요.
캔디보다 달콤한 사랑을 줄거예요.

wanna love you wanna leeds
안아줄래요. Lovelyday 내 맘을 느껴봐요.
영원히 함께 해.
랄라랄라 랄라랄라 매일 행복만 줄거야.
캔디보다 달콤한 사랑을 줄거예요. 

English translation:

Wake me gently, My sunshine
Just like princess in the fairly tales, I will close my eyes and wait
When I open my eyes, please stay by my side, love shot
Just like prince in the fairly tales, look and smile at me
Even I do not know that, in my eyes there’s only you
And don’t know that my heart is throbbing, the sound of my heart beats

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
Can you feel it, my feeling
Come to me, come a little bit closer and take my heart away
Everyday lovely day everyday I will whispering to you again
Sweeter than candy, I will give my love to you

Reading the magic spells syal la la
Your smile appeared like the warm sunshine
My heart is throbbing again
Now said to me

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
Can you feel it, my feeling
Come to me, come a little bit closer and take my heart away
Everyday lovely day everyday I will whispering to you again
Sweeter than candy, I will give my love to you

Wanna love you wanna be with you
I will hug you tight. lovely day please try to feel my heart
Together forever
lalalala lalalala everyday I will bring only happiness
Sweeter than candy I will give my love to you

Loneliness

Loneliness

it is cold today... so cold. indeed the rain is falling and im alone. thoughts of life and love, meaningless to anyone but myself. im alone. they watch me, their eyes not knowing, knowing nothing of what they see. i'm but another creature, alone. they scurry on the surface, unaware, unaware of the life below when you are alone. loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow, but a time of solace, of deepness never to be shared, never to be understood. they can never reach the place where I am and i know i will never reach the place where they are. i know I don't want to reach that place. true happiness is here, unmisted. unmisted by smiles or laughter, unmisted by the joys of company. to find true happiness, to know if one is truly happy, he must be happy alone.

Dog

I have been avoiding my previous life so long that writing this right now is giving me a jolt(anxiety). Flashbacks of a life once lost.

Well, again, the only reason i'm here is cause i feel alone and yeah i'm pretty damn bored, nothing to do, alone, whatever. Things have been pretty good. hm...

True i stil hav my bipolar disorder freak outs every now and again but i have been working through them -cigarattes as remedy, and even more impressive, i hav been supressing the more trivial/meaningles episodes. But today, i wanted to run away...

To explain this, i have ch00sen to be as vague as i could, just to avoid pleasing the certain people that thrive/imbedded well on other people's misery... What best i could do is name this post "Dog".

It is the name to the way i feel(not really true, but quite true :P) and the life i refuse to lead.

I reckon it just hurts when i have done the best at becoming a new me/life/style/person/anything-that-it-has-to-be, plus having a whole new border of mind only to worry if around ppl me are the same as they were before me (perhaps chocolate lover? dotA players? rofl~) or are they on a new page of the story like i am.

I guess im selfish, seasonal(i dont agree, but someone said it is), but i had done the best to care for it.

I promise.. this will be the only-other than the early intro post, and last post for my blog. Coz i dun like to post and blogging. its all becoz of Bosan, its driving me crazy.