For the past 2 months

For the past 2 months, i learn to know you.

learn that you are pretty,

charming, sexy,

adorable,

sometimes ugly,

intelligent, tight by money,

such a considering son,

footballs

learn all the bad side of you,

how other people view u as.

its a mistake.

in the end, you were horrified our-gossips, hoax, & other people's perceptions.

i know that we were not even meant to be friends.

the separating line is wide -impossible.

is really a mistake. mistake.

now i cant even focus on studies.

For the past 1 month.

Hey guys,

For the past 1 month, i was definately too busy. Soon after got sacked as adc referee and garena forum hacked, i decided to put full focus on studies. And yeah, i did. But my study journey is not over yet.

i still have 2 weeks to go. but i guess,... i will online more often in coming weeks. cant wait to play dota again.

im so noob now. Only God knows how noob i am. i cant even fight last hit with AI. so sad.

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

Seconds, hours, so many days.
You know what you want,
But how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances are already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am still holding on...

With every step, you climb another mountain.
With every breath, it's harder to believe.
You make it through the pain,
Weather the hurricanes to get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere,
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams,
They take you by the hand and show you that you can.
There are no boundaries, there are no boundaries.

I fall to the limit to stand on the edge.
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading,
But nothing's gonna bring me down.
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every light.
I've risked being safe and I always knew why.
I always knew why, so here I am still holding on.

With every step, you climb another mountain.
With every breath, it's harder to believe.
You make it through the pain,
Weather the hurricanes to get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere,
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams,
They take you by the hand and show you that you can...

You can go higher, you can go deeper.
There are no boundaries above or beneath you.
Break every rule,
'Cause there's nothing between you and your dreams.

With every step, you climb another mountain.
With every breath, it's harder to believe...

Yeah, there are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

With every step, you climb another mountain.
With every breath, it's harder to believe.
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.
There are no boundaries, there are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries..

Kris Allen or Adam Lambert?

Kris Allen.. hm... husky voice.

While.. Adam Lambert higher pitching voice?

So which one do you like?

Sigh..!!

I FELT LIKE I WAS TRAPPED IN ONE OF THOSE TERRIFYING nightmares, the one where you have to run, run till your lungs burst, but you can't make your body move fast enough. My legs seemed to move slower and slower as I fought my way through the callous crowd, but the hands on the huge clock tower didn't slow. With relentless, uncaring force, they turned inexorably toward the end - the end of everything.

But this was no dream, and, unlike the nightmare, I wasn't running for my life; I was racing to save something infinitely more precious. My own life meant little to me today.

How? Love?

I'D HAD MORE THAN MY FAIR SHARE OF NEAR-DEATH-BROKEN-HEARTED experiences; it wasn't something u ever really got used to.

It seemed oddly inevitable, though, facing death again. Like i really was marked for disaster. I'd escaped time and time again, but it kept coming back for me..

Still, this time was so different from the others.

You could run from someone u feared, u could try to fight someone u hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers - the monsters, the enemies.

When u loved the one who was killing u, it left u no options. HOw could u run, how could u fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If ur life was all u had to give ur beloved, how could u not give it?

If it was someone u truly loved?

If That's OK With You